How I feel today

I have to report that in the last few hours, I have just reported some of the most unsettling of posts here on heresy and good fortune and on sir edwards convoluted tubule. 
I must tell you how I feel right now.
This was dirty work.
This was not the work that Doctors enjoy.
I don't like it one bit and that bit on the Convoluted Tubule?  I wonder who the wicked nazi is that is going to take my comment and skew it in an antisemitic tone. 
But that is what is done.  I sit in my bed tonight and know that whatever the effect may be, I am doing this in the practice of the healing arts and doing my job.
I realize that times can be difficult and I realize that thoughts can be troubling.
I realize that sometimes doctors are pretty scary people, especially to a preschooler, but in turn, Doctors have a job to do and they must do this to be a doctor who can look at himself and admit that he did all he could do and did not miss anything and did not skip a step or any of the like.
So tonight I have posted on the idea that we might want to reconsider our options as far as our attires go. 
Actually it seems quite simple, but I assure you; as a doctor, I feel like a physician who in surgery had a contaminated waste material splash right up on his own skin or hands or face.  This is not a good aspect of being a physician.  Noone wants to be contaminated.  There is risk of harm from contaminated waste and there is also just that simply disgusting knowledge that you have mixed your own personal being directly with the body fluid or feces or other unwanted item on another human being.  It happens.
So I will go clean off and I will hope that I am not going to be infected by the hatred of the communties that I aim to serve as a physician.
Lets all go towards a positive future.