Resolving to win the Stalemate

In my days I come to meet plenty of persons of high affluent status, lower means or higher intelligence or even marginal gearwork up above.  In truth its all good and fun, but as I alluded to in my previous comment there is class Warfare in many of our lives and I bet that its in all of your lives that are reading this commentary at some level or with some particular relationship. 
Class Warfare is a stalemate.  The fact is you can never change the response of another group of people or another individual so you might as well not even try to comment.  I am probably wasting your time and mine by even putting this in pixels today.
But I realize that stalemates can be conquered.
So today, I must remark that I will be making payments in the future to charities of specific natures in order to end a stalemate or otherwise to acheive an end to an aggreived situation I must endure in my lovely years of health and prosperity on this planet.  Of course there is truly suffering in the universe and it is not just related to your physical health or pocket book.  Minds suffer from much malarky.

Today, I am writing a 19 dollar check to the National Pancreatic Cancer Foundation to be sent in at some day in the future so that I can indeed help another person with a major medical illness that ends their life sadly in quick time. 
Why bother?  Well, I must remark that today a person whom I have known for some time is on my mind. When I visit this person, I feel that this person would pretty much wish I go away far away and not be their friend.  And of course, if I had pancreatic cancer, I am certain that I would get some sympathy, but there would be no great unhappiness overall upon my direct passing from this world to the next. 
So let me write that check. I wrote for 19 dollars, a strange amount of course...  But consider that 18 dollars is chai or life.   This in fact is one second above life so if my life is to be snuffed out, I will be giving just one dollar to the charity in the event that the chai part of the donation is actually used for my own life and suffering.  So I do want to be charitable!