Monday, February 21, 2011

Schizophrenic but really celestial experience

In regard to the previous post, I found myself in the parking lot on day approacing a local store.  In my mind, I heard an energy indicate that I was being referred to as "Zaxxon".  Weird.  I got it.  It was in relation to my arm brand of the letter "OX"  (Theta actually was the intent, an O with a line through it).  This was really revealing as then I realized that our fraternity's name was too holy to be considered a disfigurement on a persons body. Instead I do believe that a celestial power somehow inserted the thought into my mind that the actual significance of this 2 letter mark was actually the word Zaxxon. (A popular video game in the 1980s.). I dont belive this is my name of course, but it was an eye opener.  I do believe that Theta Chi is a pure society. To say that we carve our name in our arms is like asking for a miracle to happen whereby you dance a waltz into the bedroom of heaven and take Gods bed.  Dont worry. I dont believe that our Creator hates us at any capacity.  But lets not say that we have that as our insignia.  Ok, Im not schizophrenic. I do not hear voices.  But people can indeed be divinely inspired.  We must realize that all of the popular creaions including song, and painting are likely God inspired.  I do believe that our Creator can do many things with our minds and I do not entirely believe that our mental illness symptoms are a simple neurotransmitter wiring problem.  That said, keep up the treatments.  I'm not going anywhere.

1 comment:

C.J. Brenner said...

I believe I can write this one. In the bible, Nebucaneezer is afflicted with a wolf like syndrome right? Did he not stand under the table in some degree of undress and believe that he was a wolf or animal. It was written that God afflicted him. Just a thought. But lets treat mental illness with medications and good support.