Addendum to below

What I am saying is that to me, I believe that God created the false memory of a man who was reported to exist but may in fact not existed at all. I do not feel his spirit in the universe.  I must refer the reader to the book 26 reasons why Jews dont believe in Jesus.  The book is well written by a Jewish Lawyer.  It is well researched.  I was glad to see that my faith is indeed supported in a legally argued simple manner that is clearly a confusing situation when you really look at the arguements that do not meet the question of real truth when you consider the Christian accounts described. 
Here is a link to the book:

http://www.amazon.com/Twenty-Six-Reasons-Jews-Believe-Jesus/dp/0977193721/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&qid=1298369126&sr=8-4

If you wish to visit his web site, please take a look.

http://www.26reasons.com/

I can not say if our rabbis endorse this book and I would like to know if this is true.  I do know its not by a rabbi. It is not Judaisms mission to dispell another person's faith. But that said, I will say that our people are under attack from the people who do not understand or comprehend Gods mission on earth and in heaven. 

We all have our place in the universe. 

To my friend who has tried to bring me into his faith: you are a true gentleman.  I hope you live long and have a happy life.  If you wish to talk, I'm all for it, but lets pass on the missionary ideals.  I am not an ungodly Jew and Jews are Gods trust.  Baruch Hashem.